I HATE................

YOU!

my heart belongs to.....

HIM!

I hate u!

I never wanted this to be a love blog or anything or that sort....its just happening that way....that most of my blogs are about him...
And right now I hate him.....

I never expected this to be where we r but right now I can't stand him.....

The only person this is going to effect is my son....and its unfortunate....whatever happens between me and his father....will have a longterm effect on him.....I just hope he doesn't become another statistic.....

Have a goodnight everyone....

-m.

feist marathon

I'm sittin on my couch lookin out the window and listening to feist non stop....
I'm in a weird place with jeremy...he's mad that I have a blog and ppl prolly read it...the thing is I don't think ppl do...not sure...but this is my blog and ill do what I want =]

Well him and I got into an argument earlier and its like sometimes during arguments we may say things we don't mean but I'm starting to feel like some of the things being said r things he really means...he's said some hurtful things to me which he later takes back....

Relationships r NOT easy...especially when a child is involved....I don't wanna be one of those couples that stays with one another and they r both miserable for the sake of their child....that's not fair to each other or the child.....I guess time will tell...I love him with all my heart but I find myself h-ing him more....I feel like I can't live with him but I can't live without him....the things boys do to us girls.....drive us fucking crazy....alll boys! Even my son drives me crazy sometimes lol its that damn Y choromosome.....

A lot of things r on my mind....lately my mind has so many things to process...there r a few things besides my issues with him that r taking over my mind....sucks....I hate when things dat don't matter take overrrrr....arghhh....

Anyways...I'm in desparate need of new glasses....anyone got a hook up I will gladly accept them....

Ok I'm off for now...I'm sure I'm going to get shit for this...

Pz and lub

Xooxoxxox
-Monica

annoyed....

i dont know why but something is really bothering me and i know it shouldnt but it does....

its not like it should be that way but still...i guess im overreacting....

i cant help that it bothers me though....=/ shit sucks

anyways im supposed to go to the beach 2day....we shall see what happens....


im annoyed, jealous, mad, and disappointed...but i knew this could happen sooner or later =/