Tuesday, September 30, 2008

LadyHood's Faves!

so on Friday i met up with my lovely friends michelle and liz and we went to 34th street....now i hate going to herald square but i had to exchange some baby clothes at H&m =/ and they r the only ones who carry baby stuff...anyways we went to macys and i decided to blog about my fave make up products.....

lts just say i spent money on makeup lol but i wanted to dedicate my blog today to my favorite products....

Maybelline Volume XL Seduction Lip Plumper




i think for 10 bucks this is soo worth it...i dont think i need plumpers but the shades are great....they suit eveyones complexions and they leave ur lips glossy and lookin yummy haha
some shades u should consider....Sensuous Ruby, Peachy Flush, Seductively Nude...im serious tho all the colors they offer will look good with every complexion....


another of my faves...Chanel Le Vernis Nail Colour is my favorite nail polish in the world!





it never chips on me and the colors are fab! Discontinued Fire was the shit but the new Blue Satin and Black Satin r bad ass!

and last but not least.....the new Diorshow Iconic Mascara is amazing!!!!! and when i say amazing i mean it looks like u went to a professional to get false lashes put on....this mascara is an improved of the award winning Diorshow.....the brush is amazing...i mean u haveeeeeee to try it...its the best mascara out there! for 27 dollars ull look like a million bucks





there will be more to come!

im off to watch wow wow wubbzy with x!

pz n lub

Monday, September 22, 2008

xy! exactly why do they exist?

haha I always say that if u have a y chromosome then ur an asshole haha...its inevitable....the xy is a curse.....
For the past couple of days I been ultra annoyed with most of the xys around me ( except keith)....I dunno if most of the xys around r going through their man periods but damn....
Xys just don't listen!

Enough about xys....I am one to admit that I watch porn...not on a regular basis but if I happen to see it...ill watch haha
And today I watched 2....and they were horrible....I was laughin the whole time....and I was kinda disgusted with the fact that some xys actually take care of themseleves with the movies I saw......major YUCK!
Haha I rather watch the softcore shit on showtime hahaha just figured I'd vent haha
Tomorrow I'm on a mission to find my missing friend....anddddd maybe even catch a flick....by myself....which I haven't done in a whileee.....

Sept. 27 is such an important day! It has so much meaning to me....my anniversary is next month.....haha I just hope I get my perfume....but not from bergdorf goodman! I want it to be full price! Hahaha

Xoxox

love?





now when i started this i never wanted this to be about love or my relationship because people might not care...but for some reason this has been a constant inspiration for the things i do...my issues with him inspire my life...they make me wanna become a better person and they make me want to become the worse person i can be....

the constant arguing is driving me crazy....and its to the point that sometimes i feel like maybe were just not meant to be but the minute i feel like its over...i feel like my heart breaks into a million little pieces and i cant picture my life without him next to me....i have wondered what things would be like if he left me.....the lil things will eat me alive or they will become a breathe of fresh air.....for example, if he left me...id sleep alone....more space for me....no more snoring...but no more body warmth...no more affection...no more stinky morning breathe...and that kills me.....

i try to do things to make him happy and somehow he always makes me feel like i fuck up....i hate thinking about the beginning of us because that is lost....that will never be the same....that love that wonderful, exhilarating, and sincere love...o how i miss u so much....i loved the way u looked at me....the notes u wrote me....the flowers u bought me...the kisses....the hugs....they were soo passionate and good....i miss ur hugs....i miss a lot of things about u .....

i dunno if i make happy anymore....through all the bullshit we go through...i still wake up being in love with u...i still wanna be that girl that u fell in love with....were both scorned and bitter....people always say if u let the things u love go....they always come back....i dont wanna try this because i dont know what the outcome might be....

i dont know if u will read this....but if u do...i really really do love u....and u mean a lot to me....

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

fashion veek!

i keep sayin fashion veek and all my friends are annoyed hahaha u can thank my boss who started it.....anyways this week is full of stuff to do!

tomorrow school and i have to try to find something to wear for Thursday....

Thursday is 9/11 crazy that 7 year have passed...and it still feels like it happened yesterday...i of course am going to a memorial tommorw night in honor of those that lost their lives....

but on thursday i have a doctors appt, class, gstar after party! which im kinda excited about..(i think more for keith) but im still excited anyways we shall c what happens....

marc jacobs show was monday heard it was amazing! i bet it was....i believe i am going to cut my hair soon so lets see what i decide to do...

im in desparate need of a massage =]


xoxox
-monie

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

boys?

sooo i have a friend right that she recently went on a date with a guy that she was talking too....apparently they had a nice time...and then she never heard from him again...she hit him up the day after and he told her she was busy (ouch) and she decided to call him the day after and no response...so heres the point of me writing this....

why is it that guys r so superficial....it seems they have chilled before but this was the first time it was them 2 alone...what she makes it out to be is dat he probably didnt like her physical but why would he make plans to see her if he wasnt feeling her....

so i asked a couple of my male friends and i also asked my beau and they have various responses-
1. it could be he is not interested in her...
2. he could be playing hard to get...
3. he may not wanna ruin their friendship....

i wrote this to try to come up with a reason as to why guys r so damn puzzling...its like they want their cake and eat it too...i also feel like this guy is stringing her along....shes a great person and she totally deserves the best....

(if u read this i hope u let that go...if he wants u let him hit u up...dont seem like ur on his dik)


as for me....things are lovely...jerm and i r in a different mind state....i love him i cant help it....i need him and he completes me...<3 i love u jeremy

Monday, September 1, 2008

living up to my new nickname-Buffy




soooo i know my blog has been about venting but its not always about love....we all know...love sucks but it can also be a wonderful thing...
but i guess in honor of ny fashion veek i should talk about fashion....yes fashion...one of the most interesting topics there is known to man kind hahaha...everyone has their view of fashion....what it is and what it shouldnt be......

so my job is having a fashion show at the armory on park ave...and apparently we can attend the after party i may be hitting that up...i also got invited to attend a couple of shows...dunno wether i will be attending...since i am going to register for school tomorrow andddddd i am working a lot this week....

anyways right now being a mom is tough...my sons been kinda wiggin =X but man when he smiles he melts my heart lol and i turn to mush....

i kinda miss some of my friends....


pz and lub

-monica