i couldnt be happier with my son but everything else around me is falling apart....
i hate the way i been feeling lately....im miserable....im sad...im just not happy...xavier is the only thing that makes me forget how i feel....i just dont understand how it got to this point....
im constantly getting anxiety...im starting to feel depressed again....shit sucks....
the main cause of all of this is him! i am really starting to hate what he does to me....how he makes me mad...how he has no motivation to do anything....how he doesnt give a shit....how he always thinks by reversing the roles will make me feel bad....im starting not to care....im starting to h u....and i really never expected things to get to this but they have...it has surcome to this....whos fault is it....who knows....its mine and urs....but all i know is that u r not happy and neither am i....
u think imma bitch well i think ur an asshole...an immature one...a lazy fuck....a fat ass...a mooch....
i may later regret what i am writing now but all i know is what i feel in my heart right now....and i just dont wanna be here anymore.....
i really dont.....
goodnight everyone....
tomorrow is a minute away and it may be better....who knows....
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